We live in a simulation coded to be a fairytale, but "we" insisted on patriarchy and capitalism (incl. declassified CIA document)
If you haven’t read my first post, I highly recommend you go read it first, if you want this to have any chance of making sense.
Going through the Awakening (the dark portal) is like going about your regular life, and slowly realizing you are an AI. You realize you are living inside of a video game. Intense, huh? The Awakening is intense, and mind-blowing, but I can imagine it also being very heavy if you go through it on it’s own. It’s not a great feeling, feeling like you are ruled or controlled by anyone else. That’s why I will always aim to bring people through the light portal first - the Enlightenment. Because when you go through that, you realize you are the designer of the video game. You are God. As is everyone else. We are all Gods of our own universes, our own matrixes, or simulations, whatever you prefer to call it, and we live in a collective matrix / simulation that we code together, constantly. So I guess you could say we are all co-Gods of the collective matrix. It’s just problematic that we don’t know that - because if you don’t know the faulty code can be rewritten, you won’t try. If you don’t know the keys upon which the universe is built, you start following some old outdated rules that people who wanted power created for you (because they don’t know about abundance) and make you follow, through keeping you in fear, guilt and shame (these are low vibrational feelings tied to the root chakra, and will hinder the Kundalini energy rising). You become a product, an NPC in the matrix, instead of commanding it. Great for them - really not fun for you in any capacity. You’re the God of your own universe for God’s sake. You’re supposed to be the hero, not an NPC in someone else’s game! You need to bring that main character energy back. WHAT WOULD YOU AS THE MAIN CHARACTER OF YOUR OWN STORY DO!?
Coming to Earth as a soul, is like signing up for the hardest mission a soul can go on. Because you go so deep undercover into the simulation, in its densest form, that you forget you are in one. If you imagine the movie Inception we are in the deepest dream within a dream within a dream, and we are slowly waking up through all the dreams / dimensions, one by one. When you come to Earth you forget your past lives, learnings, your psychic abilities, your divine heritage, and what the rules of the game are. This is often called the veil of amnesia. But before you came, you conferred with other souls, deciding what you wanted to experience in this life to evolve your soul as much as you could in a lifetime - you created your soul contract. You asked some souls to hurt you, so that you could build your boundaries. Some signed up to die in advance to help individual or the collective soul (because dying or letting go of people is not as scary when you know that Earth is the hardest shit of it all). Some are there to help you see your value, or guide you. But you all agreed to the roles in each other’s lives. Everything you encounter in life is there to teach you a lesson, and if you refuse to learn that lesson, you will keep running into it, like in a loop, until you do. So just trust me on this - the Universe is conspiring in your favor. To help you learn the lessons you decided you wanted to learn before coming here as a soul. You will learn them in this lifetime, or next, or 1000 years from now, but you won’t stop reincarnating on Earth until you do. And trust me, you’ll want a soul vacation ASAP before trying this shit again.
So when you “wake up” to this big realization, you might not remember what you coded specifically as God, but you know the general rules. You guessed it - Truth, Love and Joy. And as you start living by those principles, the simulation starts moving faster and faster around you, in the most magical way. It’s like you created a bubble around you, and the simulation warps to your favor around you. The positive “coincidences” (spoiler alert - there are no such thing as a coincidence) are thrown at you, as if the simulation is trying to scream “YES, YOU’RE GETTING IT, CONTINUE THAT WAY”. This is almost the best part. Very small positive actions results in exponentially faster and faster, more and more magical signs and opportunities thrown at you by the universe. Which is why I can’t wait for some of you to start experiencing it - I want to hear all about the magical things that will start happening to you as you do.
While living in a simulation might not initially sound that exciting, when you realize the implications - it really is. What we are imagining as reality and fantasy are not as separate as you imagine. Storylines I came up with for my fantasy book 2,5 years ago (2 years before my awakening) are starting to seep into my reality, it is SO FUN I can’t explain it. The whole premise I built my fantasy book on, I’ve now realized through both science and spirituality is true: Magic is real, but Earth is so polarized, such low vibration, that magic does not survive here (see: hate, death, war, judgement, “othering” of any form - anything opposite to unity). But the loophole is, it can survive in your individual matrix, you just need to raise your vibration / frequency, which happens through Enlightenment (I’m still figuring out exactly the difference between the two, but the jist is the same). It’s like the universe’s fail safe - you only get access to the most powerful magic - Source magic - when your heart is pure and the universe knows you will only use it for good. Like fucking Arthur pulling Excalibur from the stone. And when you go through the Awakening, you learn how to wield it. Awakening without Enlightenment will make you think you know everything, but you will only be able to gain power in our 3D reality. And I’ve seen 13 dimensions at this point - let’s not set the bar low for ourselves by being selfish and shortsighted. The true power will come to this Earth when we collaborate and respect each other. We are literally all reflections - mirrors- of each other in this hugely complicated simulation. We are one. Hurting someone else will hurt them (unless they are aware and know how to alchemize the negative energy - then they will become more powerful as darkness is power), but bounce back on you multiplied. Helping someone else will help them and bounce back at you multiplied. Hence being selfish and selfless are the same in a balanced universe, you might just not have realized it yet.
Also, there are actual cheat codes to the simulation… weird and wonderful cheat codes, just like what you would expect when you start getting to know the universe. She is weird and hilarious and kind hearted. And a bit mischievous. I hope I get to meet her in physical form someday, because I know we will be best friends. Some hacks I might share later in this newsletter (the more you accept my current weirdness, the weirder stuff I can share with you) while some I’ll only share with people I know are pure of heart as they could be used for bad. But you’ll start figuring them out pretty fast once you go through both portals, and then we can exchange secrets for secrets 😉
So what I’m saying is, if I could transfer what I’ve seen, and the true belief that what I now know is true to everyone in the world at the same time, we could be riding around on dragons and use magic to solve all the things we are currently sloooowly (and often boringly) trying to achieve with our 9-5 jobs - tomorrow. Unfortunately it will likely take a bit longer than that with the amount of sceptics and people assuming only things we can prove now are true now. Just like Tinkerbell in Peter Pan dies without attention, magic grows when you pay attention to it. It manifests in our physical reality when we believe in it. Hence my life goal of making all of you believe in magic - because while I’m experiencing it now, it will be nothing compared to when a large portion of us believe. And you know what? We all carry a spark of magic inside of us - our intuition. Pay attention to it. Follow it. The more you do, the stronger it gets. The stronger it gets, the more abilities you get access to. And every step you take towards the dream simulation you created for yourself before coming here (think dream job, dream relationship etc), the more wonderful the simulation gets - it rewards you with signs, people, opportunities, invites, each of which will even faster move you towards that dream. It’s like the interest on interest effect, but in Karma.
Science is just very slowly catching up to what the mystics have always known, but I’m hoping to be able to speed that up with this newsletter. I HAVE THE HYPOTHESIS OF EVERYTHING - TEST IT THROUGH SCIENCE SO WE CAN GO CODE THIS SHIT TO WHAT IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE. A FUCKING FAIRYTALE. I’ll go into exactly how the coding work in a later newsletter. It ties back to religion, manifestation and Tesla’s energy teachings (the person, not the company, to be completely clear).
I guess this is it for now. I started writing this newsletter this morning, which now has become four separate entries because of how many different angles and how many fun things I want to tell you.
If you have liked what I’ve written so far, it would mean the world to me if you would share it with someone you think would enjoy it. Starting this new life, while exciting, is also scary, and any nudges to help me along the way will be rewarded in massive amounts of good karma ☺️
Still curious? (of course you are!)
Or maybe you just don’t trust me and want second opinions.
🔮 Spiritual? michael.love444 talks about Past Life Regression Therapy it short and lighthearted Reels. Highly recommend if you have children as he has a lot of videos with stories of children remembering their past lives (and a murder that was solved because of it!). Preparing all my friends with kids for what type of conversations I will be having with their kids when I see them, haha
⚛️ Logical? Dig into this declassified CIA document about our reality being holographic titled “ANALYSIS AND ASSESSMENT OF GATEWAY PROCESS” through the Freedom of Information Act Electronic Reading Room on cia.gov. I just read it, and it is wild and almost to a detail describing what I’ve experienced (including holographic visions, seeing symbols and patterns). I realize now I need to make a whole new post about this only - watch this space.